Tuesday, October 06, 2009

Old thoughts...new again...

I was flipping back through my blog to get some things for a letter I am writing for Payton and came across this post written three years ago. I love the Lord. He is so amazing in the way He layers lessons...taking you deeper into His love with each year of your life. Where would we be without Him? I do not ever want to find out. I am so thankful for His friendship.

Previous post from September, 2006

I read a lot. I love to read. Always have. Once on a family vacation I read a total of 7 books and came home with a journal full of notes. My brothers had all sorts of fun making nerd jokes. Now Tony makes them... (not really:)). This past week I read something that deeply touched me...still can't read it without tears. Something in these words made me realize something in me is broken and I have ached over them and yet longed for the truth in them to sink deeper into my heart.

Here are some thoughts that Ken Gire (one of my favorite authors) wrote in "The Reflective Life-Becoming More Spiritually Sensitive to the Everyday Moments of Life":

"Honestly, I want to be like Christ.

But honestly, I want to be like the Christ who turned water into wine, not the Christ who thirsted on the cross. I want to be the clothed Christ, not the one whose garment was stripped and gambled away. I want to be the Christ who fed the five thousand, not the one who hungered for forty days in the wilderness. I want to be the free Christ, walking through wheatfields with His disciples, not the imprisoned Christ who was deserted by them.

I want to be the Good Samaritan, not the man who fell among thieves.
But if the man had not fallen among thieves, been beaten, stripped, and left for dead, the good in the Samaritan would of never emerged.

This is the dark side of Christianity, the side we don't see when we sign up. That if we want to be like Christ, we have to embrace both sides of His life. What else could it mean when the Bible talks about "the fellowship of His suffering?" How could we enter that fellowship apart from His suffering? How could we truly know the man of sorrows aquainted with grief if we had not ourselves known grief and sorrow?

That is how Christ grows in us, both corporately as a body and individually as members of that body. It is also the way many people come to Christ. For some people, it is the only way. And perhaps that explains, at least partially, why bad things happen to good people.

For the sake of those around them.
That they might come to Christ.
That Christ might come to them, to live in them.
So that once again a Savior can be born into the world."


Betsy said...

Thank you. once again you have given me something to chew on. :) Too often I want just the bright side of Christianity.I think I feel closer to God in times of grief and sadness because I know that He understands. He knows what that emotion is. He wants to be our comforter and for me that is enough. Thank you Becky for bringing these words to light.

Mark Jacobs said...

Oh, Becky. Thanks for speaking the words I need, once again. The Lord has used you to speak to me on so many occasions, and especially now. I love you and your constant thirst for more of the Lord. It inspires those around you, and brings us closer to His heart.

As we both are walking a slightly different journey, but the same in the grief we bear, I will continue to pray for His comfort for your sweet family...and for His words to be spoken to you and through you, so that others may see the Lord's love, even as we grieve. Where would we be without Him?! I love you! Thanks for sharing those words. They have begun my day in such a wonderful way. :)

Chelsea said...

Oops...that was me in the last comment, not Mark. :) Just wanted to be clear about that, since I expressed my love for you repeatedly. :)